MY JOB
I.
I’m quitting after the work party
35 each for boat ride
20 for the cab
Boss gave his assistant 2000 in cash
Dana Hotel rooftop
No ID but here’s a 100
Thanks man, top floor now
Shrimp mini burger hummus sushi
Drink all night it’s Wednesday
Pork ribs jalapeno popcorn french fries
I guess this is goodbye
Money gets moved from one account to another
We want to get to 250 million
What does that even mean?
I want to be able to afford my birth control
I learned the definition of liquid asset and drove a Maserati one block
Yesterday I stuffed 4500 folders
Office Internet usage is on the rise
Bankers don’t know excel spreadsheets
Bankers don’t know PDF zoom buttons
Bankers in charge of what now
Baby’s sick
Go home
With pay
Awesome
But I don’t have a baby
You cannot pick up your prescription one day early
Change your body’s cycle
Thank you, pharmacy, for calling
Does a family atmosphere comfort you?
Let’s be more corporate
How much of this can I tell you?
How long have you worked here?
Nine months I can’t believe it
Boss is sad to see you go
I know you’re fucking the realtor
I know so much that I don’t care anymore
Anything we can do to make you stay?
Be different.
Thank you, boss, I really needed a Tiffany’s key chain
I definitely get the passion, Boss says
It’s like golf
Poetry = golf
Vomit
How often did you discuss your future career with your supervisor?
First of all, who the fuck is my supervisor
A future of mass printing wasn’t appealing
This was really interesting
I have to go get laid off now
II.
Unemployment office phone calls are no fun
Can you make more sense please?
So it’s a debit card to use freely?
No, not at all
It’s borderline food stamps
It’s communal living saves you from food stamps
Getting a severance package is as sexy as it sounds
except it’s too much sexy to handle
so you don’t want it
I would have said
I’m sorry we didn’t check the budget
or something like
our fiscal year had just begun
or
since we have been acquired
we’re letting you go = fired
No matter how you say it
I can’t negotiate salary
because all money is the same to me
I’m strict enough to know
I can afford to smoke five cigarettes per day
Now I smoke less than everything
8AM is sleeping in
Pretend we can trade for all we need
Pretend you ever know what you’re doing
HTML code is stupid and I refuse to learn it
III.
Just be prepared to leave
and don’t work to make friends
or fall in love
They should know you’ll end up heart crushing them
Why is your salary such a secret?
Since I guessed right enough, take care of me with money
and make breakfast and wrap me up real tight
At the DoubleTree Hotel we found out following information:
ACQUISITION!
SYNERGY!
LEVERAGE!
BUY IN!
But there’s a fence around us
and we’ll stay the same for this many months
I’m scared about my car payment and everything else
I like making money to pay for pizzas and not cooking
If you could just come over here
and stand close behind me
and kiss my neck
knowing its disastrous and mythical
but that dying of shame
is infinitely more exciting
The importance of social networking is staggering
Yet the ability to build a community online is fallacy
My job is to make that true
I only produce work approximately 45% of the time
Sitting in my cubicle and not talking to anyone for 9 hours
is better than almost every other part of my day:
Alarm clock
Business casual
Driving
Eating in front of coworkers
Presentations
Learning Management System
Branding
Fuck, everyone is stupid
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DOLLY LEMKE received a MFA in Poetry from Columbia College Chicago. Her poems have appeared in Columbia Poetry Review, Best American Poetry 2010, horse less review, Super Arrow, and Court Green. She works as Assistant Editor at Switchback Books and is the founder and co-curator of The Dollhouse Reading Series. Her chapbook, O Town Heights was published by DoubleCross Press in 2012. Current favorite pastimes include taking the perfect profile photo, drinking expensive beer, and winning at poker after drinking the expensive beer.
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